| FINALLY. It's all over. We're finally free.
But I know that I'm going to miss that schoolyear. All of the ups and downs, through the laziness the boredom and the hardships of being Freshmen. It was hard since we're in a new world all over again. We would have to build up new friendships and strengthen the old ones -- but. Sadly. Not all relationships have survived through the months of separation and such. There are some that remained constant but there are also those that.. Faltered and somehow ended. But that's okay. As they say.. You'll find your real friends in High School. Maybe some are just on hiatus and would, perhaps in the near future, be as strong as they were in the beginning. Hopefully. I've made friends in Grade 7 and also in the 1st year. If only I can, I'd keep each and every one of them forever.
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Iris ~ I love you, Iris. You're smart, you're cool and you have this wacky sense of humor. Sorry kung hindi ako nakapagspend ng oras with you guys for the past few days. Kasi may English play pa tapos.. well.. Siguro may pagka-selfish na rin yung ibang reasons. I wanted to spend time with the friends I've made in 1-3. Not all of them would reach the Sophomore year. Unlike you guys. I know you'll push through. (; Ay aba. Ikaw pa. Honor ka nga eh!! Congrats nga pala dun. Di mo nakita pero I clapped when you were called sa stage. Haha. Proud ako eh. <33 O diba. May pagka-senti. Haha. Cry naman diyan. I love you, Iris. As a friend, as a sister, as a 'mother' sometimes. Thanks for being there. ¢¾ Thanks for being there -- always.
Ferocious ~ I love you, too! And I know you know that. Hehe. Syempre. Ikaw pa. Like what I told Iris, I'm sorry if I seem to push you away recently. I just wanted to spend time with them. By that I mean my barkada sa class. It's so selfish. I know. I'm sooo sorry. But I really really value our friendship. With Iris, you were there. You both were. Supporting me all the way. You do it silently, of course. Pero bakit iniiwan niyo palagi ako!! Ouch naman. Hehe. Joke lang. I don't know when our friendship will end and I wish it never will -- But as they say, all good things have both a beginning and an end. It's sad to think about it but it'll be there pagkatapos ng lahat. Haha. Tama ba yun? Drama ba toh. Yeah. It's too melodramatic. This isn't me!! Waaah. But Ferocious.. Salamat. ¢¾
Sarah ~ Hooy. Haha. Syempre. I love you, too. Ikaw pa. You started it all, didn't you? the Dude nickname. The calls. The internet addiction. Everything. You set things in motion for me. And I thank you for that. Grabe. Sobra ang contribution mo sa self-esteem ko. With you I felt.. Confident. And now, even though we're not exactly in the same barkada anymore, I still retain that confidence -- though I little more reserved than before na.. Haha. Wala ka na eh.. Aaaw. Touched? Naaah. XDD But anyway.. It's a shame that you left our group. It might not be the group you'd choose over your current barkada but that's okay. We're growing up and progressing. Preferences change as our height (and our weight. XDD) does, too. ^__^ But I wouldn't need to tell you any of that. (= Obvious naman eh. I just want you to know that I valured our friendship as well. It's with you that I felt that I really had a best friend, even though it was somehow, as you put it, 'self-procclaimed'. Haha. Maybe it was the time we spent both online and offline. The laughter, the tears. ^__^ That was fun stuff. {The tears, too. XDD} Even if we wouldn't be able to see each other anymore -- I just want you to remember that you had a Dude in your life, too. =) I love you, Sarah Dude. I miss calling you that. I'm sorry if I seem to be 'snobbish' and somehow.. well.. 'ignorant' and 'arrogant', too. I just.. Feel bad about everything. Sayang ang napagsamahan natin!! I didn't see it coming but hay, it's already there. I understand and I accept it na. Don't worry. No hard feelings. ^__^ But when I look back I can't help but feel.. 'aaaw'. It's not the same anymore. XDD Hehe. *Hug.* P.S.: I hate you. x.x;; You're going to see Bebe. Meeeh. x.x;; Say hi to her for me. ^__^
SUMMER FUN!!
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